Holding back afraid to open my dreams
He clears all that bullshit, that this and that person feeds to me
This is a young soul,Holding back afraid of what I was never told
Denying my feeling, is that using my female intuition
Should I let this Real man take this position?
Thoughts of this really being true
Or does this guy got me all caught up and about turn blue
Using words that I have never heard before
Am I the only one he might adoreI glisten, I glow his hands holding my face
He stands by my side accepting all my mistakes
Telling me that I am the epitome of his perfection
Yea you think I am dumb, but I never knew of such affection
He invest in meWith every intercourse giving his all, he never neglects me
I am nothing with out him… he reinsures me
Telling me I am a beautiful black woman, that brotha lucked out
He must be dumb passing me up to take that other route
A lifetime of my kisses he will forever miss
Now we will share a life together and I am his Ms.
It is amazing the unthinkable things that we do together
He is a man, the realist man that I will ever meet...ever
Young blood never knew the power of flying high
Until this man made me captain of his mile high...
Clubin I have no need for that life no more
Candlelit dinners, dim nights, my body sweatin all night
This s what I long for
A bad pass I remember and I can’t lie
I have achieved something I was consistently denied
That is not my burden
This is my heart, my soul, and experiences that I am forever learning
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Just Another Episode...
Two Souls intertwined as bodies tangle hearts touching, fingertips and pressed lips minds communicate as sheets mangle sweats with conformation of satisfaction breathing lost making efforts to release taken away with each deep stroke moaning hearts pacing each pounding hits with the greatest of pleasure hips shiver begging for another touch positions change each thrust slow than fast in rhythm in sync with the tones for each moan satisfying accurately goal achievement followed by liquid emotions down pouring…..just another episode of love making
If Only
IF ONLY…
IF ONLY THE WORLD COULD FEEL WHAT I DO
IF ONLY
I COULD TELL YOU WHAT I THOUGHT TO BE TRUE
IF ONLY
NOTHING STOOD IN MY WAY
IF ONLY
MY VOICE COULD RELAY WHAT MY HEART IS TRYING TO SAY
IF ONLY
I STOPED THINKING TO DAMN HARD
IF ONLY
I COULD LET DOWN MY GUARD
IF ONLY
I WOULD LET GOIF ONLY MY FEELINGS DID NOT CONTINUE TO GROW
IF ONLY THE WORLD COULD FEEL WHAT I DO
IF ONLY
I COULD TELL YOU WHAT I THOUGHT TO BE TRUE
IF ONLY
NOTHING STOOD IN MY WAY
IF ONLY
MY VOICE COULD RELAY WHAT MY HEART IS TRYING TO SAY
IF ONLY
I STOPED THINKING TO DAMN HARD
IF ONLY
I COULD LET DOWN MY GUARD
IF ONLY
I WOULD LET GOIF ONLY MY FEELINGS DID NOT CONTINUE TO GROW
Okay so i just heard this Ne-yo song on his new album..
and it mad me think of you like CRAZY...a
lthough a lot of songs do that this one almost....
ALMOST brought me to a tear...just one almost....lol.
and it made me come up with my little list the little things that i miss!!!
I MISS...Your smile...
Your sarcasm
When you buy me peanut butter treats...
and call me greedy
Eating in...eating out, relaxing...talking
I loved your hugs...conforting...safe...made me feel very safe!!
Your kiss
Your eyes...I can look at them forever...and ever
I loved the fact that you gave me memorries...
i miss them soo much...even the bad things....
I love the mark that you made in my life...
although you leaving, was off, but you left a stamp in my soul and it feels so good to know that I had you...loved you...
and that I have someone that I could remines and say that I LOVED...
and still do
They way you made me smile...
ALL THE TIME.
YOU MADE MY FACE HURT!!!I could go on....
but thats it for now...
and it mad me think of you like CRAZY...a
lthough a lot of songs do that this one almost....
ALMOST brought me to a tear...just one almost....lol.
and it made me come up with my little list the little things that i miss!!!
I MISS...Your smile...
Your sarcasm
When you buy me peanut butter treats...
and call me greedy
Eating in...eating out, relaxing...talking
I loved your hugs...conforting...safe...made me feel very safe!!
Your kiss
Your eyes...I can look at them forever...and ever
I loved the fact that you gave me memorries...
i miss them soo much...even the bad things....
I love the mark that you made in my life...
although you leaving, was off, but you left a stamp in my soul and it feels so good to know that I had you...loved you...
and that I have someone that I could remines and say that I LOVED...
and still do
They way you made me smile...
ALL THE TIME.
YOU MADE MY FACE HURT!!!I could go on....
but thats it for now...
As I find a way to say
What runs though my mind each day
Trying to hold on to the happier times
But still try to remember that you are not mine
Every song reminds me of you
So how do I forget, what made me brand new
They say its wrong to hold so tight
But lack the understanding of whats in plain sight
Sometimes I wonder and ask the man above
Why punish my heart and still the one I love
The sound of your voice brings shivers to knees
And the heat from your touch puts my heart at easeAfter you
I question my love succeeding
The hope for happiness and where it leads me
Because in your eyes I see my better days
Without you the future is filled with haze
To do whats right and play your part
You moved on with your life, but not your heart
Do you ever question could it only be desire
And not love and our hearts are liars
Or are we confused and don't know what we needed
And the love we had was wrongly defeated
Could we point the finger not at one another
And try to face the fact that you are made for each other
To begin tomorrow and let each other go
Come clean with what we deny to know
But we choose to find way to attract
My heart believes that that is love for a fact
To succumb to all physical and mental attractions
And disregard the main distractions
Could it be a crime to love so hard
To open a wound that we both scarred
To recite the way we feel as though its not a big deal
To say what we felt years ago in an email
Should we chop it up as something we don't need to know
And sit back and enjoy the ride and go with the flow...
I think after it all I said what we already know
It hard to tell your mind when your heart wont let go....
What runs though my mind each day
Trying to hold on to the happier times
But still try to remember that you are not mine
Every song reminds me of you
So how do I forget, what made me brand new
They say its wrong to hold so tight
But lack the understanding of whats in plain sight
Sometimes I wonder and ask the man above
Why punish my heart and still the one I love
The sound of your voice brings shivers to knees
And the heat from your touch puts my heart at easeAfter you
I question my love succeeding
The hope for happiness and where it leads me
Because in your eyes I see my better days
Without you the future is filled with haze
To do whats right and play your part
You moved on with your life, but not your heart
Do you ever question could it only be desire
And not love and our hearts are liars
Or are we confused and don't know what we needed
And the love we had was wrongly defeated
Could we point the finger not at one another
And try to face the fact that you are made for each other
To begin tomorrow and let each other go
Come clean with what we deny to know
But we choose to find way to attract
My heart believes that that is love for a fact
To succumb to all physical and mental attractions
And disregard the main distractions
Could it be a crime to love so hard
To open a wound that we both scarred
To recite the way we feel as though its not a big deal
To say what we felt years ago in an email
Should we chop it up as something we don't need to know
And sit back and enjoy the ride and go with the flow...
I think after it all I said what we already know
It hard to tell your mind when your heart wont let go....
Captured Soul
How could you deceive
A women who believe you'd achieve
Stayed by your side through thick and thin
I had love for you tougher than sheepskin
You stole some years
Made sheets soak with heartbroken tears
You help conceive my child
Then disappeared like an exile
You said that you did not want to lose our family
But you continued to treat us awfully
Using my loyalty
As you treat our relationship causally
I never thought I would give up
Until I found out the power of your blowups
Rounded belly holding a beautiful life
My mind endures your pain and strife
Nights and days I look in the eyes
With hidden agendas of hurtfully lies
That convinced me of no harm
Then transformed into violent stares without alarm
Found something to make me complete
Something that existed wider when you were obsolete
My children's life like my heart forever are guarded
They give me more than I thought my life expected
A new life has begun to begin
Ending our battles and my heartbreak within
A women who believe you'd achieve
Stayed by your side through thick and thin
I had love for you tougher than sheepskin
You stole some years
Made sheets soak with heartbroken tears
You help conceive my child
Then disappeared like an exile
You said that you did not want to lose our family
But you continued to treat us awfully
Using my loyalty
As you treat our relationship causally
I never thought I would give up
Until I found out the power of your blowups
Rounded belly holding a beautiful life
My mind endures your pain and strife
Nights and days I look in the eyes
With hidden agendas of hurtfully lies
That convinced me of no harm
Then transformed into violent stares without alarm
Found something to make me complete
Something that existed wider when you were obsolete
My children's life like my heart forever are guarded
They give me more than I thought my life expected
A new life has begun to begin
Ending our battles and my heartbreak within
The Visit
My mind is at ease
My body is pleased
Your eyes on mine
Your taste is divine
My heart races
My eyes on familiar places
Could this make me content
Or should our bodies prevent
They make my voice cry
When your ten fingers apply
As your hands caressed
And our bodies are pressed
Returning to the place were you belong
Tortured by a visit to be prolong
As we make this connection
This pleasure remains a fiction
You are not mine
Even though my heart continues to decline
Nor I am yours
The outlines remains ignored
Could this consider me a fool
Do what they say is right and follow the rules
Could I make your voice the last time
And break my heart for a lifetime
My body is pleased
Your eyes on mine
Your taste is divine
My heart races
My eyes on familiar places
Could this make me content
Or should our bodies prevent
They make my voice cry
When your ten fingers apply
As your hands caressed
And our bodies are pressed
Returning to the place were you belong
Tortured by a visit to be prolong
As we make this connection
This pleasure remains a fiction
You are not mine
Even though my heart continues to decline
Nor I am yours
The outlines remains ignored
Could this consider me a fool
Do what they say is right and follow the rules
Could I make your voice the last time
And break my heart for a lifetime
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